Everything is Real and Amazing!

A couple of years ago I attended a group meeting, at Caring Palms, that was facilitated by this lovely lady named Imelda. She was a Nebula on Earth.  She was new in town at the time, and was in my Spiritual Development Class, so since I loved her, I decided to support her by coming to this new group.

She called her meetings  “Ascension” Classes. Most of it was meditation, that Imelda would guide us through, but overtime something amazing happened. Now mind you, even though I’ve had front row seats to miracles on Earth, I still think everything is crazy!!!

Imelda wanted us to “walk down a long flight of stairs, where we would enter a pyramid at the bottom of the stairs.” “OK, this is weird, but I’ll do it.” I thought to myself, as we all settled into meditation. During this meditation, my soul felt very anxious and afraid, and I screamed out for Jesus. Which, though I love Jesus, was odd, because I’ve meditated a thousand times before and have never experienced fear or Jesus during meditation. (This fear and screaming were experienced in the meditation, I wasn’t physically screaming out loud for everyone around me to hear.)

As I “screamed” out, The Lord replied, ‘I am here. I have always been with you.” and my soul calmed down. But then my soul hit it’s “knees” and began to beg, no- plead for forgiveness. I asked for forgiveness for every soul my ancestors have ever hurt in this lifetime and the lifetimes past. I asked for forgiveness for every soul I have hurt in this lifetime and lifetimes before. I accepted the apology of every soul that has ever hurt mine or the souls of my ancestors in this lifetime and lifetimes past. I then thanked every soul that has ever hurt my soul or the souls of my ancestors in this lifetime and life times past. 

It was both gut-wrenching and powerful (and bazaar!) at the same time. 

Then I went into the pyramid and it immediately felt like I was “warp speed” up into endless space- like what I imagine it would feel like to be “beamed up” by Scotty!  I could feel the pressure all over “me”- though I know it wasn’t my physical body, this pressure was felt all around my entire soul or energetic body. I knew we were traveling fast- I say “we” because I believe one of my guardian angels was with me. I could feel them beside me. I asked my angel, “how far up does this go?” to which they answered, “this goes to infinity” and I thought, “I don’t want to go to infinity.” and with that thought, we stopped in an infinite space. There was no ego there. Just my soul and this being- this angel of mine.  We talked some and then The Lord stepped forward, telling me again He was with me. As if trying to remind me what it feels like to have him with me. My angel said to me “You can heal, now that you have been healed.” Explaining to me, that since I begged every soul for forgiveness for all the things I and my ancestors had done, I had been made “clean.” After more talk of what I was to do, they asked me if I’d like to peek in on my class. I said yes, and with that thought we were back in the class with my group.  I could see everyone around me, sitting in their seats, meditating and I could also see Imelda, facilitating the group.  I’m so glad I didn’t look at my body, because I think I’d freak out seeing myself like that. The Angel and I stood in front of the girl that was on my left, and I was told, “this girl suffers from lots of fear and anxiety, hold out your hand, over her chest and imagine you are blasting her heart chakra with green light that’s coming from your hand.”  I did what I was told, and since this was my soul, what I imagined actually came to be. So as I held my hand up, green “lightening” mixed with white “lightening” did shoot out of my hand and into her heart space. Then we walked around, and I was told what each person needed and I gave them the different light, as the Angel instructed. I was told to blast different people with different colors of light, into their different energy centers (chakras) of their bodies. I’m so upset with myself now, but at the 9th person I got bored and thought “this is boring, can we stop?!” And with that thought we were back in the infinite space, way up high.

Once again I stood with my angel, and Jesus as well. I loved just being there with them, they emanated so much love. I was given a few truths about what I came to do, that “they” have always been with me, and asked if I was ready to “do my job?” The visit seemed to last forever, but it was only 11 minutes long. After a certain amount of time I was told “it’s time to go back now,” and I felt like I was lifted up for a second and then a hatch opened up below me, and I seemed to fall forever. Again there was pressure all over my “soul” like I was in a warp tunnel,  but  when I got back in the room, I slowly and carefully sat back down in my body- and just in time, for Imelda was bringing the group back from the meditation. 

When we all opened our eyes, I thought to myself, “That was crazy!” And sat there trying to process the craziness that I’d just experienced. I sure as heck was not going to tell this group any of what I’d seen!! Imelda then asked people to share their stories of what they saw in meditation and all of them were lovely, personal experiences. But then  someone asked Imelda if she was up and walking around!!! And other people agreed and said, “Yeah! Someone was walking around and stood in front of us!” Imelda said “No, I was just sitting here sending everyone love and light.” I looked around in complete disbelief. Imelda saw my shocked expression and asked me what was wrong. I told them they were freaking me out! I shared what I’d just experienced, turning to the girl next to me, apologized and said, “I’m sorry, I don’t know you and I don’t mean to put you on the spot, but I was told you suffer from a lot of fear and anxiety and I shot your heart space with green light from my hand.” And I continued with the girl next to her, and sat, bewildered. The girls next to me looked at me like I had three heads, and with due cause.  Imelda grinned her small, all-knowing grin, and helped explain what I’d experienced. Telling me that “you met with your spirit guides and they just reminded you of your job, that you are a healer and it’s time you get to work.”

So that, along with countless other crazy happenings are a part of my journey here. It was just so crazy and powerful and amazing. Everything is real. If we imagine it, it may not yet exist in the physical realm, but our thoughts create real things, in the Ether, the Heavens, the Quantum field, the Spirit world- whatever you want to call “it.” We are all creators, and everything is real.