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Betrayal- A gift planned in Love.

I’m going to share this story, because I feel the lesson will touch many people. For those of us who have had our hearts shattered into a million little pieces, we can rest assured that God DOES have a plan, and that that plan is ALWAYS good for the evolvement of our soul. For privacy purposes, I’m changing this person’s name to Linda, which in Spanish means “lovely” and that name matches this person's heart and soul perfectly. My friend Linda came to me, asking me to do an illumination on her eating/weight issues. She said she’d like to know the root cause of it. Seeing a Shaman is different from seeing a therapist in that we do soul work, which often entails journeying into past lives. Some of the issues we have today are hundreds of years old, that we’ve carried over from past lives. We come to work on them, over and over and over again, until we get it right. (I call that Grace . You don’t get one time to find Jesus and you’re banished to Hell forever, you get as many...

Moving Past My Fear

Yesterday I started my blog (FINALLY!) after maybe a decade of wanting to go public with my writings and my story.  Though I was super excited, I also had this deep seated fear deep in my stomach.  I shared with my friend Laura (whom I run the blog Nebula Sisters with) and told her of this fear. As usual, she acted like my cheerleader and told me how happy she was for me and how important it is that I move beyond this fear of mine. She reminded me that in the first and 2nd Hypnotherapy session she and I did together that my Higher Self and The All told us that my fears are seeded from hundreds of lifetimes ago. Back to the times of the Pharos. That in most of my past lives I was persecuted for my gifts and practices. But that this is a time when the minds of people are far more open than before and I will not be persecuted for the way our Maker designed me. She reminded me that this is a time to HAPPILY, bravely and BOLDLY use and share my gifts with others.   So he...

First Time I FELT God

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In 2010 my husband wanted to leave our 6 year-long marriage. Don't go getting all sad, every single marriage goes through their rough patches. This was one of ours. In hindsight it may have been a mid-life crisis on his part, I have no idea.  All I know is that at the time I was drowning in little babies and probably wasn't being the most doting wife I could have been. Either way, it was early one morning when my husband called me a few minutes after he left for work. I could tell something was wrong and kept asking him if he was ok. "I'm fine." was always his answer. But duh, I'm a girl and we know better.  So, he called me and told me that he wasn't happy in our marriage and he thinks he should move out. Our babies were little then, two and four. I was getting our son ready for preschool and changing the baby when he called. I remember hearing the words, "I'm not happy and I think I should move out." And everything moved in slow motion....