First Time I FELT God
In 2010 my husband wanted to leave our 6 year-long marriage. Don't go getting all sad, every single marriage goes through their rough patches. This was one of ours. In hindsight it may have been a mid-life crisis on his part, I have no idea. All I know is that at the time I was drowning in little babies and probably wasn't being the most doting wife I could have been. Either way, it was early one morning when my husband called me a few minutes after he left for work. I could tell something was wrong and kept asking him if he was ok. "I'm fine." was always his answer. But duh, I'm a girl and we know better. So, he called me and told me that he wasn't happy in our marriage and he thinks he should move out. Our babies were little then, two and four. I was getting our son ready for preschool and changing the baby when he called. I remember hearing the words, "I'm not happy and I think I should move out." And everything moved in slow motion....