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Be My Own Damn Mountain

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I have a tight family. It may be a hispanic thing, but we are there for each other and tell each other our lives and lean into the love the other has to offer. In December 2017 my grandfather passed away. 9 months later his son succumbed to his fight with cancer. 7 months later my biological father died. Later that month a cousin was killed in a car accident. Two months after that one of my best friends of 22 years ended our close friendship due to their spouse. Two months later my nearly 15 year marriage ended. Three months after that my mother fell critically ill during the same week my divorce was finalized. Two months later my ex-husband moved out of the house and the next week my ailing mother moved in. All of these Mountains, whom I'd leaned in to for emotional support, for moral support...for ears and hearts and arms that hug and hold- were gone. My grandfather, Uncle, ex-husband and Mom were giant mountains in my life. Big, strong personalities who fit in to the puzzle tha...

Born to Be a Biotch

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This illumination is regarding our souls and the personalities we take on in order so that we may grow and help others grow as well.  A few months ago I did an illumination on a client who is married to a woman with a very challenging personality. She's ruthless with her words, has a short temper and constantly berates him and tears him down. For privacy purposes, let's call this client Phillip and his wife Cecilia. The illumination was to see why Phillip allows his wife to talk down to him and why he isn't brave enough to stand up to her. Sometimes, even though I've been taught in my Shamanic training not to judge people, it's difficult for me to drop my ego (which wants to punch mean people in the face) and look at my clients and their challenging partners with an unbiased eye. Luckily for me, once I'm doing "the work" my ego drops away and I'm just listening and being guided by my angels and the angels and guides of my client. So! I w...

Everyone Has To Be On Board; Energy Attachments and Such

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Everyone Has to Be On Board I had been asked to "clean" a house by a friend of mine, who is married with two boys. They were getting sick often, which is a symptom of a heavy energy/entity. They bicker alot which isn't normal for them- this can be another symptom of an energy attachment in the house. It's common for one family member to become protective of the space where the energy has decided to reside. They had some strange things happening in their home and the mom of the family asked me to sage her home. The mom had heard her name being called by a disembodied voice, the boys said they had heard and saw things that were making them fearful at night and to be alone in their house. I came by and talked to the family, to see what was going on, to "read" them, their energy, and feel their home for myself. After talking to them, I noticed the youngest boy was sincerely afraid. The oldest son seemed uneasy, but mostly thought it was cool. The mom w...

Your Faith In Life Determines ALOT

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This isn’t a religious post, so don’t worry about me trying to convert you 🙂 This is merely a memo to serve as a reminder that having faith in ANYTHING larger than yourself will determine ALOT of what happens to you upon taking your last breath. What you believe in matters On 5.23.19 I was asked by a friend to bless the house of her friend, a realtor, who was having issues with a home. They'd had an open house and had 22 people look at it, and not one offer on the house. We'll call the realtor Rick for the purpose of this story. Rick had told me that everything that could go wrong with this home had gone wrong. He had issues with the contractor during the rehab process, and he just felt uneasy when he was at the home. I was super excited, as this was my first non-friend or family member, and my first referral!! I was excited to get legit feedback from someone who doesn't love me. I do love tons of people, but I feel as if I can do better if I know when I failed o...