Born to Be a Biotch
This illumination is regarding our souls and the personalities we take on in order so that we may grow and help others grow as well.
A few months ago I did an illumination on a client who is married to a woman with a very challenging personality. She's ruthless with her words, has a short temper and constantly berates him and tears him down. For privacy purposes, let's call this client Phillip and his wife Cecilia. The illumination was to see why Phillip allows his wife to talk down to him and why he isn't brave enough to stand up to her.
Sometimes, even though I've been taught in my Shamanic training not to judge people, it's difficult for me to drop my ego (which wants to punch mean people in the face) and look at my clients and their challenging partners with an unbiased eye. Luckily for me, once I'm doing "the work" my ego drops away and I'm just listening and being guided by my angels and the angels and guides of my client.
So! I went in to do the illumination, perform Reiki, clear out Phillip's energy fields and see why he would allow his wife to verbally abuse him. In his chakras, I found some major blockages in his Sacral Chakra, which deals with relationships, emotions and letting go. Phillip has low self-esteem and low self-worth, despite being an attractive man. I suspect years of being verbally abused probably did the job.
Once his energy centers were cleared out, I called forth Phillip's soul and that of his wife, as well as their angels. This would help me see if I could get more information on the work they both came to do in this lifetime. Unlike most souls who appear in their perfect form, Cecilia presented as a very neutral soul, emanating almost no emotion. I asked, "Why did you choose to incarnate with Phillip in this life?" Very flatly and with no expression on her face, Cecilia answered, "I came for Phillip." I didn't understand and asked again, but added "Why did you choose to incarnate with Phillip in this life? What lesson did you come to learn?" She again repeated flatly, "I came for Phillip. To berate him, so that he could learn to stand up for himself. The lesson this time, is for him. He is to be brave and follow his heart. He is to follow his heart, despite societal expectations. All has been pre-planned, even the betrayal and the forgiveness he seeks has been with him prior to his birth. He is already forgiven."
This conversation with Cecelia challenged me. I had not encountered someone who incarnated solely for the purpose of the growth of another. I had learned through illuminations that we all come to "learn" lessons, I had yet to encounter a soul who loves another so much, they would choose to halt their soul's development and growth so that another soul could learn a lesson.
Basically Cecilia's perfect soul purposely chose to be a bi*ch JUST so Phillip could learn the lesson of following his heart and being brave.
I had learned in the past that we do travel in soul groups. And that as we develop and learn our lessons on Earth, as a GROUP we move up in Heaven to the next level. I had also learned that none of us move up as long as a member in our soul group is not developing. So basically we as a soul group are only as strong as our weakest member. We all love each other and patiently wait around and help make plans to ensure the entire soul group moves up to the next level in Heaven.
There was a mention of betrayal in this illumination and the words Cecelia spoke, about forgiveness being with Phillip prior to his birth brought a new understanding to my soul. So often we make mistakes and harbor guilt and shame and we believe God won't forgive us or that God will stop loving us because of what we've done. This showed that WE are the ones that are hardest on ourselves and WE are the ones who keep ourselves down and burdened by guilt and shame. Everything in our life is pre-planned. Every single tiny and giant thing is preplanned. We do have free-will, but that free-will is written in our pre-birth plan. We plan our challenges, our weaknesses, our strengths, our gifts, and those around us, help us to exercise all of these aspects of our personality. Someone helps us with self-control, someone helps us exercise love and compassion and so on. So when someone angers you, you might want to take a deep breath, remember their perfect soul and THANK THEM for helping you develop the challenge you chose to work on prior to your birth.
Cecilia stating she came to behave this way on purpose also helped me to learn non-judgment in a different light. She's probably a higher soul, who chose to come down to a lower level, to help her beloved Phillip grow into the person he planned before his birth. How many times have you encountered someone who is mean and judged them for their behavior? I know I'm guilty of that. Now, however I hope that this will help change your perspective on the personalities of others and perhaps try to see the bigger picture of the soul.
I had to ask, "what happens if Phillip fails? What happens if Phillip is not brave and does not come to see his self worth in this life?"
"Nothing. We all try again." was the answer I received.
Every action we take in this life determines what happens in the future of this life and future lives as well. I was shown what a future life of Phillip will look like if he doesn't learn to be brave and follow his heart in this life. In his next life he will come as a woman, with fair hair and a tiny frame. She will naturally be timid, shy and again, weak in character strength. In the next life, instead of having an abusive spouse, she will be lured in by an abusive woman, who will hold her captive as a worker in her large home, which seemed to be like a large complex. The woman of that home lured in many young women who were timid and seemed to have abandonment issues. At one point Phillip will befriend another young lady, and that young lady will be an example as to how Phillip should behave. She will show him bravery while maintaining her kind, compassionate spirit. His friend will help Phillip escape the strong, abusive grasp of the woman who owns the complex. Luckily, all of this will happen when Phillip is in his 20's so he will have grown brave early enough to live the best life he can, and he will have a deeply treasured friend to share his adventures with.
I was not shown any lives where Phillip chose in this life to be brave. If he chooses to be brave in this life, his next life could be much easier, having learned to stand his own ground and in his self-worth. Perhaps he will immediately move on to his next lesson and choose a challenging life. That choice is his.
Once I was finished talking to the souls and seeing the challenges, I finished up Phillip's illumination. Given that Cecilia had mentioned a betrayal, I went in to his chakras again to see where Phillip harbors his guilt and shame.
In his Sacral Chakra, my Rainbow Jaguar stone was chosen by his soul. This stone represents honoring lessons from the past/ freedom and loosening bonds to the past and breaking free from old patterns. I had specifically given this stone the job of "Adulterer/ Follow your heart" (it's my lineage stone and the job I gave it represented my biological father, as he was an adulterer and his lesson in one life was to follow his heart) While in this Chakra I filled the bond between Phillip and Cecilia with love. All things can be healed with Love. I told them, "you came together in love, to learn and grow. No matter your choices, let all be done in love." I then wrote down on a small piece of paper "Phillip's shame and guilt" and gave it to the Elemental Fire, to transmute the negative energy and remove it from within Phillip's energetic body.
I have never had a flame behave the way this flame did. When I placed the paper in the flame to burn up Phillip's negative emotions, the flame steadily stood at about 6 inches tall and stayed split in two separate flames. At one point the flame split into three and burned that way for a while. Perhaps this was symbolizing the betrayal? A love triangle, perhaps? I didn't ask what the betrayal was, as it's not my business. My business is to remove the energies which no longer serve my client and clear out their energetic bodies so that they can get on with fulfilling their life's purpose.
My hope in writing this is that we come to trust our journeys. To not judge those who treat us badly, but to ask, "What rises in me when I'm treated this way?" Usually the common emotion you feel can be worked on if we realize the OPPOSITE emotion we'd like to feel. Cecilia constantly berates Phillip, so his job is to be brave, stand up for himself and trust the process that all has been pre-planned with love and everything will work out exactly as it's meant to.
There is no failing :) There is only "we will all try again."
Thank you so much for your time and reading this :) I hope it helped to lighten your heart and see challenging people in a different, love-filled light :)
A few months ago I did an illumination on a client who is married to a woman with a very challenging personality. She's ruthless with her words, has a short temper and constantly berates him and tears him down. For privacy purposes, let's call this client Phillip and his wife Cecilia. The illumination was to see why Phillip allows his wife to talk down to him and why he isn't brave enough to stand up to her.
Sometimes, even though I've been taught in my Shamanic training not to judge people, it's difficult for me to drop my ego (which wants to punch mean people in the face) and look at my clients and their challenging partners with an unbiased eye. Luckily for me, once I'm doing "the work" my ego drops away and I'm just listening and being guided by my angels and the angels and guides of my client.
So! I went in to do the illumination, perform Reiki, clear out Phillip's energy fields and see why he would allow his wife to verbally abuse him. In his chakras, I found some major blockages in his Sacral Chakra, which deals with relationships, emotions and letting go. Phillip has low self-esteem and low self-worth, despite being an attractive man. I suspect years of being verbally abused probably did the job.
Once his energy centers were cleared out, I called forth Phillip's soul and that of his wife, as well as their angels. This would help me see if I could get more information on the work they both came to do in this lifetime. Unlike most souls who appear in their perfect form, Cecilia presented as a very neutral soul, emanating almost no emotion. I asked, "Why did you choose to incarnate with Phillip in this life?" Very flatly and with no expression on her face, Cecilia answered, "I came for Phillip." I didn't understand and asked again, but added "Why did you choose to incarnate with Phillip in this life? What lesson did you come to learn?" She again repeated flatly, "I came for Phillip. To berate him, so that he could learn to stand up for himself. The lesson this time, is for him. He is to be brave and follow his heart. He is to follow his heart, despite societal expectations. All has been pre-planned, even the betrayal and the forgiveness he seeks has been with him prior to his birth. He is already forgiven."
This conversation with Cecelia challenged me. I had not encountered someone who incarnated solely for the purpose of the growth of another. I had learned through illuminations that we all come to "learn" lessons, I had yet to encounter a soul who loves another so much, they would choose to halt their soul's development and growth so that another soul could learn a lesson.
Basically Cecilia's perfect soul purposely chose to be a bi*ch JUST so Phillip could learn the lesson of following his heart and being brave.
I had learned in the past that we do travel in soul groups. And that as we develop and learn our lessons on Earth, as a GROUP we move up in Heaven to the next level. I had also learned that none of us move up as long as a member in our soul group is not developing. So basically we as a soul group are only as strong as our weakest member. We all love each other and patiently wait around and help make plans to ensure the entire soul group moves up to the next level in Heaven.
There was a mention of betrayal in this illumination and the words Cecelia spoke, about forgiveness being with Phillip prior to his birth brought a new understanding to my soul. So often we make mistakes and harbor guilt and shame and we believe God won't forgive us or that God will stop loving us because of what we've done. This showed that WE are the ones that are hardest on ourselves and WE are the ones who keep ourselves down and burdened by guilt and shame. Everything in our life is pre-planned. Every single tiny and giant thing is preplanned. We do have free-will, but that free-will is written in our pre-birth plan. We plan our challenges, our weaknesses, our strengths, our gifts, and those around us, help us to exercise all of these aspects of our personality. Someone helps us with self-control, someone helps us exercise love and compassion and so on. So when someone angers you, you might want to take a deep breath, remember their perfect soul and THANK THEM for helping you develop the challenge you chose to work on prior to your birth.
Cecilia stating she came to behave this way on purpose also helped me to learn non-judgment in a different light. She's probably a higher soul, who chose to come down to a lower level, to help her beloved Phillip grow into the person he planned before his birth. How many times have you encountered someone who is mean and judged them for their behavior? I know I'm guilty of that. Now, however I hope that this will help change your perspective on the personalities of others and perhaps try to see the bigger picture of the soul.
I had to ask, "what happens if Phillip fails? What happens if Phillip is not brave and does not come to see his self worth in this life?"
"Nothing. We all try again." was the answer I received.
Every action we take in this life determines what happens in the future of this life and future lives as well. I was shown what a future life of Phillip will look like if he doesn't learn to be brave and follow his heart in this life. In his next life he will come as a woman, with fair hair and a tiny frame. She will naturally be timid, shy and again, weak in character strength. In the next life, instead of having an abusive spouse, she will be lured in by an abusive woman, who will hold her captive as a worker in her large home, which seemed to be like a large complex. The woman of that home lured in many young women who were timid and seemed to have abandonment issues. At one point Phillip will befriend another young lady, and that young lady will be an example as to how Phillip should behave. She will show him bravery while maintaining her kind, compassionate spirit. His friend will help Phillip escape the strong, abusive grasp of the woman who owns the complex. Luckily, all of this will happen when Phillip is in his 20's so he will have grown brave early enough to live the best life he can, and he will have a deeply treasured friend to share his adventures with.
I was not shown any lives where Phillip chose in this life to be brave. If he chooses to be brave in this life, his next life could be much easier, having learned to stand his own ground and in his self-worth. Perhaps he will immediately move on to his next lesson and choose a challenging life. That choice is his.
Once I was finished talking to the souls and seeing the challenges, I finished up Phillip's illumination. Given that Cecilia had mentioned a betrayal, I went in to his chakras again to see where Phillip harbors his guilt and shame.
In his Sacral Chakra, my Rainbow Jaguar stone was chosen by his soul. This stone represents honoring lessons from the past/ freedom and loosening bonds to the past and breaking free from old patterns. I had specifically given this stone the job of "Adulterer/ Follow your heart" (it's my lineage stone and the job I gave it represented my biological father, as he was an adulterer and his lesson in one life was to follow his heart) While in this Chakra I filled the bond between Phillip and Cecilia with love. All things can be healed with Love. I told them, "you came together in love, to learn and grow. No matter your choices, let all be done in love." I then wrote down on a small piece of paper "Phillip's shame and guilt" and gave it to the Elemental Fire, to transmute the negative energy and remove it from within Phillip's energetic body.
I have never had a flame behave the way this flame did. When I placed the paper in the flame to burn up Phillip's negative emotions, the flame steadily stood at about 6 inches tall and stayed split in two separate flames. At one point the flame split into three and burned that way for a while. Perhaps this was symbolizing the betrayal? A love triangle, perhaps? I didn't ask what the betrayal was, as it's not my business. My business is to remove the energies which no longer serve my client and clear out their energetic bodies so that they can get on with fulfilling their life's purpose.
My hope in writing this is that we come to trust our journeys. To not judge those who treat us badly, but to ask, "What rises in me when I'm treated this way?" Usually the common emotion you feel can be worked on if we realize the OPPOSITE emotion we'd like to feel. Cecilia constantly berates Phillip, so his job is to be brave, stand up for himself and trust the process that all has been pre-planned with love and everything will work out exactly as it's meant to.
There is no failing :) There is only "we will all try again."
Thank you so much for your time and reading this :) I hope it helped to lighten your heart and see challenging people in a different, love-filled light :)
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