A Complicated Love Triangle
To help simplify things, I'm going to start by telling you the different roles are played by the young man in this life, my client, who was a Roman soldier in a past life, as well as a house wife in another. We'll call my client Joe for privacy purposes. His father in this life was a higher ranking officer in the Roman soldier life, and nearly a lover in a later life. His mother in this life was his husband in the life he was a housewife.
Prior to asking for this illumination, I only knew that Joe's mother had passed three months before this. I knew he didn't have "the best" relationship with his father, and I knew his parents were divorced. Other than that, the information I received came straight from the souls of his parents, my angels as well as my guides.
Besides some sadness, there wasn't a "real" reason for this illumination, mostly it was to move energy in his body to help Joe moving forward. When I began the illumination, I was told by my angels and guides that I'd have to go to past lives, to find the seeds of the issues pertaining to this time in Joe's life.
In these illuminations, I am able to see the life like a movie, as a by-stander, but to understand the motives of each person, I'm put in their body, where I can sense how they're feeling, and the motivation behind certain actions towards others. For example, in this life you might always want to punch a particular person in the face, and you may have just met that person. In the last life you were with this person, you could have stood next to each other in a crowd and that person may have hit you on the head. Perhaps you started a fist fight with that person, thinking the blow was intentional and you were killed due to the fight. In an illumination, I may come to find the person suddenly felt a bee in their hair, and violently swung at it, accidentally elbowing you on the back of the head. You mistook their action and carried that energy over into this life, especially if a huge energy exchange took place, such as it resulting in your death. You might remember the punch in this life and wish to continue the struggle, for a reason unbeknownst to you. What you're SUPPOSED to do, is release the karmic-bond by controlling your temper, thus elevating you to a more peaceful place in your soul. I believe every person we constantly struggle with, we are to come to a LOVING place of resolution with them, which will release us of coming back over and over to learn the lesson of love.
With my guide, I journeyed to the underworld, where once again, I moved by the "layered cake" of lives... being able to see scenes happening as we "swam" by them until we got to a very early life where Joe was a young Roman soldier. He was vibrant, highly intelligent and able to come up with great war tactics that he would suggest to his Captain. (Joe's father in this life was a higher ranking officer in this Roman soldier life.) When I was put in Joe's body, I could feel the fitted leather chest plate, the pleated, heavy leather skirt, the strapped sandals, the cuffs on my arms and was very strong. Emotionally, Joe was kind, humble and always wanted the approval of his commanding officer. Given that the Captain was older, he would often be threatened by Joe, as if to say, "What do you know? You're but a child and I've been a soldier for many years and fought many wars." He was arrogant and never implemented Joe's suggestions. Joe never meant to act smarter than his Captain, or flaunt his clever strategies, he simply wanted to help and make his captain proud. Later, after discovering that the Captain never implemented his suggestions, Joe went to a higher ranking officer, and showed him some plans and strategies. Seeing the gift and potential Joe had, than higher ranking officer gave Joe a promotion, thus making him rank higher that his captain. This of course, bruised the Captain's ego, which resulted in a challenging relationship for the remainder of their Roman Army Career.
I was then taken to a life in the 1920's where Joe was a housewife. In that life Joe's mother in this life was his husband. Joe had a flair for the clothes and high life of parties and clubs. I was put in Joe's body and was taken to a scene where he was putting on a new dress. The hem of the waistline sat low on my hips and he wore a long string of pearls around his neck... he was admiring himself and LOVED the new dress. I found that he was quite bored being a housewife, and his "after hour" party life became a problem to his husband, who simply wanted Joe to stay home and be happy caring for him. At a club Joe frequented, he began a friendship with a man (his father in this life showed up again!) I could feel that this became a deep, treasured friendship, that perhaps given a little more time, would have blossomed into a love-affair. Obviously Joe's husband had a problem with this new friend and did his best to keep them apart. Joe's husband in that life made him choose between being a wife, or being with this man. Joe chose to end his friendship with the man ( his father in this life) and dedicated himself to his husband (his mother in this life) I felt no resentment in the choice, more of a resolute and unwavering commitment to duty and societal expectations.
I brought both of his parents forward and asked them why they chose to incarnate with Joe in this life. (Our Souls are so giant and capable of communicating, regardless of the person being alive or fully in spirit.) With so much love, they said, "We wanted to experience that love, knowing it wouldn't last. We all love each other enough to allow all of this to happen. We came, to be forced to love each other, as it is natural for parents to have a strong bond with their children. As time progressed, our old soul wounds surfaced, giving us the chance (choice) to evolve in love or move on without each other. Either way, all was pre-agreed to. Joe is to learn to stand in his own strength and power. He is to love all of himself. At any time he can call forth the strength of the young man he was in Roman Times, for that is who he still is. The relationship between parent and child forces one to work on problems one might not otherwise resolve. We knew there was a chance of a divorce, but we wanted to try anyway. Regardless of outcomes, everything is always perfect, no matter how it seems in the physical plane." They then presented themselves with their cords connected at their belly buttons. I infused it with a light, as I was guided by my angels and I heard another message for them, "You are capable and worthy of anything you can imagine yourself to be. All has always been done in love and all is always perfect."
After healing their cords, I thanked them for "coming" and sent them back to where they were, and closed up my illumination.
I presented this information to Joe and waited for his feedback (my favorite part!!!)
To begin with, a few weeks before this, Joe remembered having an extremely vivid dream, where he was in fact, a young Roman Soldier. He too could see his breastplate, his sandals and felt he was riding in on a chariot just fresh from war. He couldn't believe I saw the same thing. I was delighted and thinking "Look what God does. God knew Joe would come to me with this, so He gave Joe this vivid dream, so he would know this is legit!" (I SO love when God does that!!!)
I had forgotten, but in this life Joe served in the Navy. After the illumination, Joe informed me that his father served in the Navy as well. (we often also come back in the same or similar jobs, especially if the job gave us positive feelings about ourselves) Joe also told me in this life he never felt like anything was "good enough" for his father. He never felt he could win his approval. Joe also told me that after his parents divorced, his mother did her best to keep Joe away from his father- much like she did in the life in the 1920's. In this life, Joe's mother always accused his father of cheating on her, though no evidence ever presented itself that that was the case. I would say when we have strong feelings like that towards someone, say our current spouse, we're probably picking up our "past life dust" - An unresolved issue we've come back in this life to work on and resolve in love.
Coming back in this life as the child to both of these souls allowed Joe to FINALLY have both of their love, at the same time, even though it's a parental love, instead of a romantic one. And though most issues weren't resolved in this life, we must remember that "it's ok!" Everything, no matter how hard or horrible things look, is always in perfect condition, timing and always pre-planned in love. Joe has come back again to work on his inner strength and self-love. In past lives it bothered him that he could never win over his Captain, and in this life, regardless of the attention or opinions of others, Joe is to come to love himself.
Perhaps we should look at ourselves. What long-standing issue have you had with someone you love that is close to you? If you're finding yourself stuck and unable to heal or change the feelings/situation, be kind to yourself. We didn't come to fix everything in one life time. We came to try try again, and hopefully-eventually- come to a place where we can find peace with those around us and if not, at least peace with ourselves.
As the angels told us earlier, "everything is always perfect, no matter how it seems in the physical plane."
Be Loved, Beloveds!!! Thank you for reading about this Complicated Love Triangle!!
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